Love B-Boy

...Thursday 30 April 2009

Hey hey,
It's 12:48 now,
still up cz I slept once I came home,
was just tired as hell and whether was hot like Megan Fox...
Hate the feeling, actually, it ain't hot, it's humid!
Sweaty sweaty sweaty!! And it stinks! Literally!
O and later today, I have my mid-terms for English.
SHit! What am I still doing up? Well, at-least we get to go
home right after the exam, you S'porean students have it easy man.

But anyway, I'm really confused abit,
I guess I really like someone now but if you have known
what happened, you know it's not just
"O, I like her, I'm gonna get her" anymore, it's complicated.
So yea..... I'm gonna have to think it tru.......
O Brendan, why did you have to go at a time of need....
And didn't even pick up my phone when you were leaving!!!!
And lastly, Lady J, hang on there now, I'll always be there for you,
I'm always a phone call away if you need me, even though
I'm a few hundred miles away......=/

P'n'L
-IL-

- B-Boy rocks my live...# ;

...Saturday 25 April 2009

Yo wassup,
Today, wait no yesterday was A Day,
It's 1:39 a.m now so....
So yea, I had me audition and judge judy there
wasn't too pleasant while judge whoever was just not helpful,
at all..... They just don't get it, they don't know what it's like
to b-boy for 2-3 mins straight and believe me you guys too have
NO IDEA!! And to make things worse the floor was slippery.
It may sound whinny but I'm serious, it was crucial to my
dance mostly my footwork for b-boy!

BUT, I still made it to the semi-finals......
that's why I just got back from A HELL of a practice.
I just dance till' I lost breath.
So tired, and I still have Math remedial today afternoon,
O so so stress..........
Someone pls give me a chill pill.... or a kiss from a girl,
pretty one of course, lip gloss is acceptable, strawberry if possible.
I gotta go catch me a dream now, or just continue practicing in
LaLaLANd...........

P'n'L
-IL-

- B-Boy rocks my live...# ;

...Thursday 23 April 2009

Heyo wassup,
very very nervous/anxious/worried right now.
Tmr is A Day, wow sounds cool,
I just made that up by the way.
A Day, hmmmm, I hope I can pull it off.
Alot of ppl kinda supporting me,
well everybody I told anyway so....
Not too be cocky but I think I can pull off A Day,
but it's the semis and D DAY that I'm worried abt.
I PRAY PRAY PRAY pls let me go all the way,
my intentions is not to show off,
but to just grab every opportunity I get and make the best of it.
And that means getting it all.
Pls everybody wish me luck......

Maybe, I should do a prayer note.

Dear Lord,
I come to you in a time of need, I ask for you to bless
me, so that I can dance my best and make it all the way.
The judges, so that they may judge fairly and have a
clear mind to do it.
The other participants, may they do their best too.
And may the best star win.

P'n'L
-IL-

- B-Boy rocks my live...# ;

...Wednesday 22 April 2009

Wassup wassup,
I didn't go to skl today, had a ruff headache in the morning,
thank God that the Doc was willing to give me a MC
even feeling well later in the afternoon.
Had my first practice today b4 dinner,
and I realized, that I can't out last a set,
this means I gotta cut the down the beats.
Auditions this Friday, worried and nervous,
Ppl, pls pray for my success.....

And on Monday,
OMG, I've never been so wanting to sleep but couldn't in my life.
cz of Sunday(last post), I couldn't sleep, so I had an all niter.
And guess when I felt like sleeping, when skl STARTED!
And the rest of the day was just torture,
just incase sum of you guys forget I have the tendency
to post after midnight, so dates might be confusing.
Well, if I related everything in my life to god,
I think he just sent me a reminder to go to sleep so......

P'n'L
-IL-

- B-Boy rocks my live...# ;

...Monday 20 April 2009

Hey wassup ppl,
alot has happened lately, really amazed by What happened. How did it happened.
Why did it happened. I just can't think straight, as always, I probably can will,
I just need time, not time that will have break in it. Time like a whole weekend
to think, things just feel so messed up, boy will I have alot of white hair.

Let me first start by saying I lost my phone, I didn't actually loose it,
It dropped out of my pants while I was out with Vic.
Then for this weekend i was out the whole time, with vic,
but first with dad, glad to see father again, Love him.
later after spending time with pap, I was with for dinner,
decided to treat him.
Well I just randomly said lets go somewhere far like orchard.
And to my shock, Vic actually wanted to go, so we went to Orchard.
Went to Heeren and Cineleisure first at Heeren in HMV,
then Cineleisure 9th floor.
When we were at ninth floor, I kinda had an urge to play video games.
So..... we played Xbox, and well when did we start playing? at 10p.m.
Vic was kinda scared of being late but I was abit selfish I guess.
so we played anyway, by the time we finished, Vic was late(obviously).
And he had that rushy mood goin on and I just told him to relax,
by the time we reached AMK, we were just able to catch the last bus, luckily.
We made it home by around 12,
we survived but things wasn't as smooth i guess.
But it was at cineleisure that it all changed, by the time i reached home,
I have realized that I don't have my phone, yeap you guessed it.

Then today, asked Vic to go back with me to check if they still have it,
and to be damned they didn't have it......... was I upset?
Yea, but I thought, well, it happens. So well to get over it,
me and Vic played Xbox, Again!
And he told me he wanted to go back by 7 p.m so I thought yea we have
plenty of time, so we played our asses off, and after that it was kinda early,
So we ate.And then went to Kinokuniya for Music Scores.
And guess again, we were late! AGAIN!
and this time it got serious, Vic acted up again, couldn't blame him,
he was suppose to get food for the family.

That's not only what's been got me thinkin, I've been thinkin abt her I guess....
And just generally Love, I guess i understand why they say
"God is Love & Love Is God" Love is just so complicated,
trying to fully understand Love is like trying to understand God,
and that's impossible. I know I promised you God, and I'm keeping it,
but like what B said, if it's really meant to be,
I hope you'll be there to show me it is.
The song that really brings me to all this thinkin and inspiration for this post is,
Sara Bareilles & Ingrid Michaelson - Winter Song .
It is so deep for me. It's not just the words, it's everything!
It's every single instrument, chord, melody, flow, notation and sound of the song.
It's bcz of this song that tonight or morning that I am not sleeping,
but just dwelling, a lil' bit the past but dwelling more abt what is the meaning
behind EVERYTHING!
Everything that I've been through, everything that I've done,
everything I'm put here to do, Everything that surrounds me.
Everything.

This is probably THE most emotional post for me, full of mixed feelings.
BroB, I'm sry, I know I can't depend on you always, but you are always there
to help me clear my mind, to make me see my path, I've tried countless times
to clear it myself but I always made it worst.
I dunno how to do this, I know i should keep my priorities straight,
but these sidetracks sometimes mean much more important to me.
How I feel, defines what I do, how I do it or who I am, what i will be.

Is Love Alive? Chase the Dream not The Competition.....

P'n'L
-IL-

- B-Boy rocks my live...# ;

...Monday 13 April 2009

Halo,
Sigh, disappointment after disappointment,
Why? Why can't you guys come?
why can't you bring your baby?
But whatever,
very cliche but, make lemonade out of lemons.....
Thursday gonna have sometime alone with my darling,
no, I meant my beautiful Romanian Guitar....
My thoughts are just so haywire right now,
when I think about what I am thinking,
I have no idea what was I thinking......
Sigh, just know that it's kinda bringing me down,
trying not to let it hold me down.
Aiyaiyai, just learned I have to mix abt 4 songs.....
Painfull, but I want this! I'm gonna do it,
but very very nervous abt it.

Today had M&D, Mr. Dan was busy with the RP dance with
the other girls so the rest just slacked like crazy,
Mr. Ali took over the class and damn he is...... DAMN....
And thursday's M&D is cancelled! YAY!
I'm suddenly in love with ballads.....
I just have the feel for it now....
And I mean now, I SO WISH I HAD A VOICE!
Lady Jane says i have but pls, so horrible....
I want a voice! YingYu keeps saying I suck! so.......
You judge yea?!

P'n'L
-IL-

- B-Boy rocks my live...# ;

...Saturday 11 April 2009

Hey wassup,
Long long long time since me last post,
and I'm sry, seriously.
I've been very lazy and have had bad sleeping habits....
Hmmmm, let me think abt what to post...

1.Called BroB
2.Dance
3.Broke
4.Dance
5.Orchard
6.Library

OK!
All I can remember first is that I called BroB one night,
cz something happened, not something I wanna remember anymore,
I ain't sure whether it's safe to say that night made me realize alot of
things that changed my life(again). But maybe it did,
I'm kinda keeping my priorities straight now.
And trying to do what I need to do so I can do what I want to do.
BroB cleared my mind once again and now things are clearer.
But it's up to me whether I'm gonna keep it that way.
I hope I will......

Lord pls help me!
M&D was crazy last thursday!
PT was crazy hard this time and after that,
both my arms just shut downed,
I couldn't even lift my bottle to drink water.
Also, tailors came that day to measure us for our costumes.
Hope it's good.....

Broke to the core!
My wallet is left with how much?!
Guess?? $1? $0.75? $0.50?
NO! I'm left with $0.05!!!!!
I need money badly!
*note: I did not simply spend my money,
I had to buy ballet shoes and etc.(yes it is stupid)
I hope I get money.....

Finally talking abt today,
first thing in the morning,
went to skl for dance practice for a performance......
Honestly, pretty boring, I thought we would have fun but well.....
Cover most parts(maybe) and still need
to edit alot of parts of the song.........
I hope it'll work......

After dance, me and some girls went to
Orchard to buy shoes for someones mummy!
And CHILD, you have no idea how pain my shoulder was!
Carrying my laptop for hours was torturing,
and the fact that the girls were bullying me,
it didn't make it easier on me.
We went to Wisma Atria, then Far East Plaza,
and guess where we headed next.....
WISMA ATRIA!
o my lord my feet and shoulder was killin me!
I found somethin on the heel of my foot and damn it is nasty!
I can't walk properly without feeling pain.
I hope it will be better tmr....

And after buying everything, we headed back to the mrt station,
did I mention we passed by it 4 times!!!!!
And then who came to my...."rescue?"
VICTOR!!
He agreed to come meet me at AMK McDonald's,
So I dropped at Amk after saying bye to the rest(thnx for hell)
Met Vic and we walked to Mc then chilled there abit,
then Vic here had an awesome idea of goin to the library!
While I was having a stomachache.
May I mention the library is crazy far!
So we found a lil spot at a corner with a power socket
so I could charge me laptop that could charge Vic's iPod.
Smart eh?
I hope we chill there again......

P'n'L
-IL-

- B-Boy rocks my live...# ;