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...Monday, 25 May 2009

Hey hey,
I know, I know,
It's been shit long since I've posted
but I have my reasons............
All you all know that I don't usually post
when I am having strong emotions, dead tired, not in the mood etc.
Now, this probably gonna be a long long post, I have lots to say.
I'm not gonna go in order cz I can't remember so whatever....

Right now, honestly kinda stress,
I failed all my subjects for my mid-terms accept English.....
YES, I am dead serious, it just really pisses me off that I work
kinda hard(study) but I still fail or get shitty results like my English.
I can't even begin to imagine what my parents would say,
I didn't really tell my dad but my mom is coming for
PTM (parents teachers meeting) on thursday or friday.
OMG what do I do? I really pray for the best.....

But besides studies, whats bothering me is also
the friendship state in Singapore among teens.......
Usually by now, teens my age would have grown up and realize
what is true friendship. I am so disappointed in the way
you guys(teens) treat your friends......
Honestly, taking a step back and having a look,
you guys are just not using your brain to think sometimes but
only think abt what better for yourselves.......
Your other local friends dun take it as such a big deal cz once
again, they never stop to think that one thing or another could be
disrespectful, rude and just sometimes things totally not called for.
It just frustrates me alot sometimes and just hope you guys
will use both heart and brain.....

O!!! I MADE TO DEYI STAR FINALS!!!!!!
semi-finals was on 19th of May,
I did my thing and the crowd liked it,
I was the second last performance,
I was kinda surprised I had a larger applause than the most popular
guy in Skl.......
I got kinda popular myself for a while, but it only lasted one day.
I dun give a fuck anyway, I just really wanna win finals cz
I'm gonna show my all and if I don't make it then it means,
my all ain't good.
But I'mma do something big, alot spazz and dazzle in it too.... =)
I also heard certain plans abt my opponents.....
HOHOHO, I'm getting a lil worried.

F.Y.I, I am very zonked right now.

And, I think one last thing, all abt the opposite sex,
hehehe......
Well, I dun really kinda like her anymore, I thought I did,
she would have been great though.....
And I'm not sure If I like this one now,
She is kinda on and off all the time, but I guess time will tell.
I might also like her buddies.... HAHAHA, What a way to keep
my options open....
And finally, YOU! you lousy lil *#$#$ M@*$@$%@*$% #F@$
B*$#*&$&%%*$^^%($&#!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I can't believe I fell for your stupid trap,
You fuckin used me,
time and time again,
this will never happen again!
you can bet your life I will never treat you the same again.
*probably unless you have valid reason with proof.....*

Well, I guess that's all I can remember now....
I am totally zonked and am afraid I might not wake up for skl tmr.
So pls let me sleep in peace! O, I also got my tights and ballet shoes.
Weird Much......

P'n'L
-IL-

- B-Boy rocks my live...# ;

...Sunday, 3 May 2009

Hey wassup wassup,
In Orchard Park Suites now,
2:21a.m now so,
yesterday Vic came over to OPS
to "STUDY" with me.....
But before that,
Thursday was my mid-term English paper,
I feel confident abt it, and I hope for the best...
Friday was Labour Day, Happy Belated Birthday to Li Ping btw,
It was her Bday that day......
I also cut my hair and have a totally new hairstyle.....
definitely goin back there..... Wanna see?
gonna have to wait then.........

Saturday,
like I said, Vic came over,
we hung out in the suite and it was a great time.
Around 7:30 we went to Far East Plaza with mom and mom's friend
to eat a lovely lovely dinner and jalan jalan for clothes....
Currently looking for black jeans, anyone can help???
He went home after dinner,
so me, mom and mom's friend jalan jalan somemore,
ended up in a cafe then on to a CD store called "That CD Shop"
It's like a Louis Vuitton version of a CD store, really high class....
I bought this awesome CD with rockin dance beats.....

Later on,
we went to a bar called The Santuary,
it was rocking, live music was awesome and ambiance was cool.
Had a few drinks, and enjoyed the music.
Not too long later, we paid and went back to the hotel....
Sent mom's friend home and here I am writing this....

I wonder wants goin on in her head, I would kill to know.....
Well, maybe if it ain't right then wth can I do?

P'n'L
-IL-

- B-Boy rocks my live...# ;