Love B-Boy

...Thursday, 2 July 2009

Wassup,
time and time again I've been posting stuff every like once a month,
which is bad, for my blog that is and sometimes for me.
I just been really busy, no joke, been lazy, and tired most of all.

I'm gonna try to start a fresh, I'm not gonna blog abt what has
happened like a month ago and rather just
start a new and try my best
post as much as possible. Everytime I blog I get mixed feelings,
and sometimes when you read,
you might not really get what I'm saying,
but that's just me, that's the true essence of how i speak my mind
cz I'm just so drawn to what I'm speaking out through my head.

This past Monday, 29th June, was an experience of a life time,
it was the first Asian Youth Games and was being hosted by Singapore,
and by the luck of the Irish,
my skl's M'n'D was part of the opening ceremony.
So, short and sweet, practiced for months, all for one day,
and what a day it was. I thank God so much for giving me the chance
to do such a thing at such a scale at such a time.
But right now, I feel undone, empty inside, like a black hole.
Don't get me wrong this those not only have to do with my "love life"
but everything around me as well.
I sometimes ask questions that make me question my questions.
I sometimes feel restrained even with the freedom I have.
Now that I think back, am I really ME now? Even if I can't determine
who I really am, am I faking to be????
Don't get it right??? Me too..........

Something tells me, Relax go with the flow and enjoy life with responsibility,
but reality tells me, Not now, not this much and not at this age.
It looks obvious which I would choose to be happy right??
But, in fact, aren't I living that life now???
So why am I still feeling this way???
This is just like counting numbers, It never ends.................

P'n'L
-IL-

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